October 2010
25 posts
Bad Dreams
Halloween in the Springs, and I can’t help but be excited to wear the costume today. I’ll be spending my time hiding from the reaching gray. I’ll wear bright colors to fight off the greedy hands of the lonely. They reach out with their grabby, needy fingers and their sticky palms. They white wash all the colors and feelings from my life with rabid enthusiasm. I make...
“You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you first.”
– Regina Spektor, Samson
“Everyone else is either asleep or having sex. I’ve been watching cable...”
– Perks Of Being A Wallflower, Pg. 94
“I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and...”
– Perks Of Being a Wallflower, Pg. 2
For Me, On Your Birthday
Your name is no longer one to pass through my lips. Looking back, it never really was. You were always babe to me. Such terms of endearment reserved for the everyday, but never your name. Your name was like something sacred. Only lying on my tongue as we lay on our backs. Even in those moments I used it in playful chastisement it was always full of that sweet breath of desire. I knew...
“She was hungry
So hungry
She was trying to think clear
She kept opening the...”
– Ani Difranco, Slide, Evolve
Simpler Times
(Oh Katie, I think this thread starts when you moved to San Diego, before our epic road trip. I miss those days. I hope you have the best birthday this week love.)
Natasha Zuluaga: so you texted me your address, and I think my phone deleted it...
gimme gimme... ;P I bought stationary today. you best believe you're hearing from me.
Katie Stuart: 15th street San Diego ca 92101
August 25 at 6: 43pm
Katie Stuart: so i miss you
September 2 at 8: 20am
Natasha Zuluaga: CHECK YOUR MAIL!!! :) and i miss you too girlie!
September 5 at 2: 26am
Katie Stuart: what do you mean check my mail?
September 5 at 12: 19pm
Natasha Zuluaga: Because I sent you something. :)
September 7 at 10: 14pm
Katie Stuart: i sent you something : )
September 10 at 10: 07am
Natasha Zuluaga: AHHHHhhhhh! YAY! You have no clue how stoked I am!! I can't wait!
September 10 at 11: 48pm
Katie Stuart: haha yay! i had to cause you were SOO sure of yourself that i wouldn't write back... bitch
September 11 at 10: 30am
Natasha Zuluaga: HA! YES! Just like I planned... ;P I'm checking my mail daily darling! lol.
September 11 at 3: 59pm
Katie Stuart: haha you know me too well....
September 12 at 11: 38am
Natasha Zuluaga: :) What days will you be here in October?? I want to buy a ticket soon! ;P
September 17 at 8: 53am
Katie Stuart: haha do you have any idea how excited i am!!? I come home the 23rd and leave the 27th my birthday
September 17 at 3: 50pm
Natasha Zuluaga: :P I miss you.
September 20 at 8: 08am
Katie Stuart: i miss you more
September 20 at 2: 40pm
Natasha Zuluaga: :P Let the poke war begin biotch!!
October 18 at 11: 47pm
Katie Stuart: bitch you will never win!!!!
October 18 at 11: 48pm
Natasha Zuluaga: Resistance is futile!
October 18 at 11: 49pm
Katie Stuart: you will be in the fetal position crying in the corner when i am done with you!!
BITCH I DON'T KNOW YOUR LIFE!!!
October 18 at 11: 50pm
Natasha Zuluaga: WTF... crazy m...fuckka...
October 18 at 11: 55pm
Natasha Zuluaga: Consider this an educational experience...
as in...
I'M GONNA SCHOOL YOU SKANK!! : P
October 18 at 11: 57pm
Katie Stuart: i will get you
October 18 at 11: 58pm
Katie Stuart: you will regret that...
October 18 at 11: 58pm
Katie Stuart: I'm sleeping in your bed tonight... You better not shut your eyes... cause i certainly wont.
October 18 at 11: 59pm
Katie Stuart: Lets watch more TV
October 18 at 11: 59pm
Natasha Zuluaga: That's the creepiest fucking comment I've ever gotten!!... EVER!
October 19 at 12: 01am
Katie Stuart: those scratch and sniff smiley faces made me hungry.... really hungry... Go make me something. Or i will be very very angry. and you don't want me to be angry. you will regret that too
October 19 at 12: 01am
Natasha Zuluaga: I'm down...let's watch some TV...
October 19 at 12: 02am
Natasha Zuluaga: Get your own damn snacks...
October 19 at 12: 02am
Katie Stuart: REGULATORS!!!!!!
MOUNT UP!!!!
October 19 at 12: 04am
Natasha Zuluaga: IT"S YOUR BIIIRRRTTTHHHDDAAAAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We've just opened the floodgates...the world isn't ready for us.... : D
YAY!
October 27 at 12: 47am
Katie Stuart: bitch poke me one more time and i will hurt you : )
November 1 at 6: 44pm
Natasha Zuluaga: poke...
I watched sooooooo much TV today... you can't touch me beezy!!!
November 1 at 6: 54pm
Katie Stuart: what the fuck does TV have to do with our poking?
sounds dirty : ]
November 1 at 6: 55pm
Natasha Zuluaga: Alright, i like where this is going... :D should i poke you again???!!
Believe me you don't wanna go there with me...I have no boundaries...
;P
November 1 at 6: 58pm
Katie Stuart: you saw me up in the club!!! me either : )
I'm bored.... lets go now!
November 1 at 6: 59pm
Natasha Zuluaga: What happened to your hw? lol?! Well, I'm down if you are. :P But i think hw is more important. If you bring it i can help you. :)
November 1 at 7: 04pm
Katie Stuart: I'm done... with some..I'll do the rest later. BITCH I DON'T KNOW YOUR LIFE!!
November 1 at 7: 04pm ·
Natasha Zuluaga: :) Ok! Hey you wanna watch a movie tonight??
November 1 at 7: 06pm
Katie Stuart: what movie? like go to the movies or watch one at your house
November 1 at 7: 07pm
Natasha Zuluaga:
DUDE! I'm Such a fucking douche!!! I'm so sorry! I didn't even realize till i looked at my phone and i had like four missed calls and a text from you. Btw...my phone is dead rite now. I figured I let Kev know you were on your way, so you'd just take my place in there smoke circle. I'll make it up to you I promise!
♥,
A Natty Bear on... thin ice....See More
November 6 at 10: 33pm
Natasha Zuluaga: IT'S SUNDAY!!!! ahahaha...
November 16 at 10: 17am
Katie Stuart: wow... Sunday... interesting. we should party! woooooooo
November 16 at 1: 59pm
Natasha Zuluaga: you have 69 friends. i find that mildly amusing. >;P bwahahahaha!
love you ♥
November 16 at 11: 28pm
Katie Stuart: your just jealous... you want 69... friends too
November 17 at 9: 49pm
Natasha Zuluaga: I like where this is going... ;P
one day Katie. one day...
November 17 at 11: 23pm
Natasha Zuluaga: !!! YAAAYY!!! You finished the book?!!! I'm so glad! Wasn't it amazing?!
November 24 at 12: 14am
Katie Stuart: ya it was amazing... but i didn't cry. i think your just a bitch hahah!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!! i feel so alone. but tomorrow yay
November 24 at 4: 02pm
Natasha Zuluaga: it's true...i am a bitch. But you know what they say... Birds of a feather...
I FREAKING LOVED MY WELCOME HOME HUG!!!! : D
November 25 at 8: 19pm
Natasha Zuluaga: Soo... I downloaded a shit load of Aesop Rock for our trip... I'm so excited!!!
December 1 at 8: 48pm
Natasha Zuluaga:
I...
Love...
You...
...
♥
: D Best trip EVER!!
December 16 at 11: 44pm
Natasha Zuluaga: :)
Hope you had fun last night... ;P
December 20 at 9: 05am
Katie Stuart: yup. your mom was crazy in bed : )
December 21 at 10: 39pm
Natasha Zuluaga: MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELY!!!! I MISS YOU!!!
December 25 at 10: 26pm
Natasha Zuluaga: Hi love!!!
I missed you today!! I tried to wave before you left, but you looked like you were focused on gettin' to school. : P
February 11 at 1: 35pm
Katie Stuart: you know me! always focused on school!
February 11 at 3: 45pm
Natasha Zuluaga: so.... joey and i totally had an awesome night without you.
;P jk!!!
We both missed you terribly!
February 13 at 5: 46am
Katie Stuart: don't be a Debbie downer!!!
February 14 at 8: 31pm
Natasha Zuluaga: No more Debbie downer or negative Nancy...
promise. ;P
February 16 at 11: 33am
Natasha Zuluaga: I hope you're feeling better!! :)
Love you!!
February 25 at 8: 09am
Katie Stuart: so i think its time we call it a truce with the poking... it was fun but now its just kinda annoying. so STOP IT BITCH. haha i love you.
March 2 at 10: 42am
Natasha Zuluaga: :) Best idea I've heard thus far.
March 2 at 10: 45am
Katie Stuart: well Im glad we agree on something... i just want you to know that i did get the last one!!! hahaha
March 2 at 10: 46am
Natasha Zuluaga: HOW LONG DID THAT TRUCE LAST??!!!!
March 2 at 10: 48am
Katie Stuart: you suckk!!!
March 2 at 10: 49am
Natasha Zuluaga: Bwahahahahaha!!!
March 2 at 10: 50am
Natasha Zuluaga: I just took our relationship to the next level! lol..
;P
March 3 at 11: 08am
Katie Stuart: haha oh ya baby
March 3 at 9: 19pm
Natasha Zuluaga: Our little relationship change caused quite a ruckus! Sweeeet....
;)
March 4 at 10: 43am
Katie Stuart: wow it sure did... its a good thing its an open relationship!!!
March 4 at 3: 34pm
Katie Stuart: Charlie bit me!!! oh charlie...
BLOOD!! ITS NOT FUNNY!!!
March 25 at 9: 58pm
Natasha Zuluaga: That REALLY hurt Charlie!
March 26 at 9: 17am
Katie Stuart: oh charlie..... you know how to brighten my day!!
March 26 at 8: 49pm
Natasha Zuluaga: ginny, gin, gin, down into my belly... ;P
love you
April 22 at 7: 14pm
Katie Stuart what up kings cup.....
April 25, 2009 at 11: 24pm
Natasha Zuluaga: you hope?! I hope! :P
April 25 at 11: 36pm · Comment
Katie Stuart: so hows your new baby? : )
April 27, 2009 at 11: 39am
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Natasha Zuluaga: :D She's beautiful!
April 30, 2009 at 12: 37am
Natasha Zuluaga:
NYC has no idea what it's in for... K Stu what it do is comin to town...
;P
Love you chica,
Natty bear
June 5 at 7: 52pm
Natasha Zuluaga: i miss u
July 4 at 2: 30pm
Natasha Zuluaga: holy Shitake mushrooms Lindsey Loo Hoo! :)
one day, whenever you get some free time you'd like to fill...take a look at our wall to wall and go to Older Posts... hilarious.
October 19 at 10: 12pm
What Is Mine
For some time now I realize that I am looking for something. It is a pursuit for what is mine. I look under kitchen tables and under rugs, under chairs and inside cupboards. I open books, all kinds of books, hoping to find myself. I wander gardens and look for their secrets, and when I find keys I hide them under my mattress for safekeeping. Each day I mark the time it takes me to...
“One day I’ll give birth to a tiny baby girl
and when she’s born she’ll scream...”
– Nicole Blackman “Daughter” Thanks Ca. (via skinmaps)
“Love does not mean surrendering, losing yourself. It is a call to ripen.”
– Kama Sutra: A Tale of Love, 1996
“Seems that I have been held, in some dreaming state
A tourist in the waking...”
– Florence and The Machine, Blinding, Lungs
“Tita knew through her own flesh how fire transforms the elements, how a lump of...”
– Laura Esquirel, Like Water for Chocolate, A Novel in Monthly Installments with Recipes, Romances, and Home Remedies
Home or Something Like It
Last night I went to bed aching. I wanted to wake up here in this bed, in this house, with this family, walk out my door and have California waiting. Just thinking about the satisfaction is sickening.
We can’t always get what we want, but sometimes… well, you know the rest.
Really thinking about it, there isn’t much to miss. In terms of placement that is,...
The Closest thing to Bliss
Friday evening and I drag my tired body to my room, sliding into the warm embrace of blankets and sheets after a quiet evening at home with the family. Tonight we watched a movie together. From the outside looking in we must have been something quite ordinary. Scattered about the den, comfortably situated under soft mounds of blankets and pillows while Lynne and my dad sat folding...
“Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy
absentminded. Someone sober
will worry...”
– Rumi
“The Beloved is all, the lover just a veil.
The Beloved is living, the lover a...”
– Rumi 